Scrutiny of the Scriptures

Dear DLL Jesus,

9 March is yet another memorable day of my life!🤗

After going through my Facebook memories, I realized that it is one of those days when I have been generally happy 😊 except in 2021 when my attempt at selling Clovia products was taken negatively and a lot of ladies blocked me.😄 But what to do Lord? The financial situation was so bad that year that I was desperately selling Clovia products to everyone I knew. But even this failed.😥 I was so disheartened.

Then on this same day in 2022, you filled my heart with your Carmel Peace. The Carmel Peace finally found its way towards me and spoke to my heart through the Scrutiny of the Scripture🤗 - all the misgivings of the past simply vanished away!🤗There was this Peaceful Peace that I had always been yearning for! But of course, I did not realize it then - like your apostles, I realized this truth much later - in Bangalore when I encountered this Peace all over again! It was then that the clarity of Carmel's Peace came cascading down on me and since then I have been filled with this Peace!😇

So to celebrate the first anniversary of my encounter with your Carmel Peace, I ordered a pair of gold Tanishq earrings from the money that my mother gave me yesterday! 

Hope more memorable things are in store for this beautiful day!🤗❤️🤗

But Lord,

The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? "I the Lord search the heart and test the mind, to give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his deeds." Jeremiah 17: 9 - 10

How very true Lord! I find it so difficult to understand my heart and why it does what it does! So many times in the day I fall Lord because of the deceitful things my heart does - why is it so desperately sick? What should I do Lord? It is only you who understands the deeds of the heart and so Lord please search and test it properly - how much more is it going to trouble me?

But then if it doesn't trouble me, how will I be dependent on you and find refuge in you? And then how will you fill it with Carmel Peace? So please Lord let my heart trouble me as much as it wants to, you please keep it filled with Carmel Peace.🤗