Unfriended...

Every day I find one friend missing from my Facebook friends list. And I really couldn’t make out who was unfriending me every day. Fortunately or unfortunately, yesterday I found out that five of my friends have unfriended me – dunno, how many more must have done so whom I cannot recall? well, am I so bad that friends have to unfriend me. Am I such a big threat to them? Then there are those who haven't yet responded to my friend requests. Though I am trying hard not to feel bad, somewhere down my heart it’s really bothering me because out of these five, one was my best friend from school. We have been friends since 1989 and now suddenly she has decided not to be friends with me. And why? The reason is that I don’t keep in touch with her over the phone. Well, in today’s fast paced world, who really has the time to chitchat over the phone? Isn’t Facebook enough? I guess Facebook is the right platform wherein we can actually come to know what’s happening in our friends’ life. Why we need to talk? On Facebook, we can do much more than that. I am finding this really immature on her part because she has asked her husband also to unfriend me. Feeling sad!!!

So, I have decided not to send friend request to anyone. Here I take the trouble of finding old classmates out of hundreds of people, and in one click they just unfriend me whenever they feel like. It takes hours and hours to find girls because of their changed surnames and they turn out to be the most awful ones. I just don’t know what happens to them when they come to know the kind of life I live nowadays. Guess, they still expect me to go around looking ugly in the kind of clothes I used to wear during school days. They still expect me to be poor and needy the way I was during school days. They enjoyed teasing me behind my back because of my clothes and looks – they want to do just the same even now – when they can’t do that, they decide to unfriend me. Not keeping in touch is just an excuse – they are jealous of my happiness and way of living and the transformation I have gone through. That’s it.

So it stands decided that I will not be sending out anymore friend requests to anyone. If anyone really wants to be my friend, let them search for me. I am not going out of my way to search anyone anymore – it’s a humongous task! It really needs time and patience and internet time to search for friends – why should I incur all these expenses. If I am good enough for anyone, let them search for me. I don’t want anyone to treat me shabbily – I have my own dignity and status quo; and my Jesus Christ. He’s the greatest and bestest and most “faithfullest” friend any one can have – I don’t need any human friends. He is enough. And my Golu, Googoo and Goldie. I don’t need anyone else in my life.

Ah!!! Feeling better after downloading these feelings! Now I am ready to face all types of people.