Dear DLL Jesus,
Something that I am dying to share with you since the morning is that I woke up today with a dream - a dream of the Way of the Cross (WOC) by the youth. In this WOC, Googaa was enacting the role of a woman which is not mentioned anywhere in the scriptures. So, Googaa was this unknown woman and someone very known to me and you was playing your role of that of Jesus. Googaa had to fall on your, that is Jesus' feet, and say "Rabbi". So she cryingly fell on your feet and said "Rabbi". To my great happiness and surprise, of course in the dream, the one playing your role slowly picked her up in his arms and carried her out of the scene. I was happy to see this as the spectator. I am sure that this must have been the Good Friday WOC that the youth of our parish enact. A lot of people were there as spectators. I was very happy to see this because Jesus carried her so tenderly in his arms as if a father was carrying his daughter.π€
So I woke up very happy on the first ring of the alarm on my new iPhone.π
After I came back from the church I saw WhatsApp messages sending me content and inquiring about content. So I was happy to see such great content after so many days. Thank you, Lord, for giving back my enthusiasm for my dear magazine Nainen - the woman. I have planned the editorials till July.π€
Lord, you are always so good to me that I wonder why you love me so much. What have I done to be so much loved by you? So very grateful to you for loving me so much - forever indebted - forever in love with you ❤️
I also have been wanting to write to you that last month on this day I was on my way to the Cloistered Carmel and then to the Infant Jesus Shrine in Mangalore.π€ I was so excited to have been able to visit these two beautiful places. My heart was overwhelmed.π I also received a plastic bag full of mangoes and for the very first time and also the last time, my message was answered.π There has been no interaction since then.π₯ I am again in ignore mode. The ignore mode has been activated for me. So be it - I can't force anyone to keep in touch with me if they don't want to - I can't force anyone to like me and be my friend if they don't want to!π₯
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